An idea stolen from a little spark I composed: a little thought, a little flash of inspiration and some good music to go with it. Like soldiers who come only to conquer, like the wind that comes only once and uproots everything, changing lives forever. Like love that happens only once in a lifetime, and never resurfaces again. That feeling, that push from the past, into the future. With no turning back, nothing from the past ensues, it is erased; gone. For places visited just for remembrance, but nothing to be gained out of it, nothing to be erased and nothing to be added. Those harsh survivals, those chords played in retrospect and then forgotten, let's remember those once in a while.
Water to the slaves
With the thought that came
Came as an un-assuming sound
Like a mark-less hinge of thought
Took control, held drive of the voices we uttered.
Like swarms of flies that came once in a year
Like the Mexico in bloom from the Monarch butterflies
I breed this place like once in a year
Because often it hurts, stings to be here
So I come once in a while, and bring up a storm
To calm the rage
Within and without.
Hypnotized by the hazy dreams
The red-wine spills
And the turquoise coloured cloth hanging from the scratched walls
Those crumbling love-sounds
Dissolved in the acoustics of he world
Unsteady and stumbling.
Do I need to be here?
The memories are sweet,
The present, where is my sympathy?
Have I come here to be forgiven?
No, not now, not me.
Parched lips, looking for water
Blessings awaited, eyes look up
For when I came once, I pledged I would not be back again
Yet, we are here for more
Let's light up this world,
Let's colour it red, blue, orange and those colours you talked about
Let's bring in the life, you talked about
Let's shut the world outside, and build our own inside
This, this is not you
This, this is not us
This, this is not me.
And so we turn back
Our sympathies, gazing into the wine-spills
The cloth and its dismal fall accusing me of guilt, regrets
But I won't go back on that road again
I won't.
It ends; we have the world inside us
It lights up, it is enough to last me a lifetime.
It ends.
(27th December, 2011)


Amazing. Just amazing.
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Thank-you.
Thank you Hamza!!
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